Love turned to lust

Looking for love
I have been in a haze of isolation
Depressed and anxious
I feel like i cant talk to girls
Because i feel for one and then
If it doesnt bloom
Inro a friendship
Just using me idley
For their pleasure
Looking for love on the internet
I gotten lost
Forshaking reality
Like J cole said
I have fell in love with
The photographic images
Looking for love
When it really turns into looking for lust